Five Years Ago (move on)

31 Januari 2017

Today is the end of January.
I still remember, 5 years ago in January I "lost" for 3 months. I left Jakarta and no one knew where I was at that time.
My phone full of call & text from my friends just to asked "where are you". But I didn't give respond anything.
My socmed full of comments "what's wrong with you, where are you, are u ok"
I left my home, I left my services, I left my campus, I left my friends, and all things.
And I still remember, how crazy I am at that time, waiting someone in airport until mid night. But that one didn't come. So, I took my steps to plane alone and I couldn't stop my tears.

But now, I realized, how stupid & crazy I  am at that time.
Yesterday, It was the sadest moment in life.
Today, It is the funniest moment in life.
Tommorow, it will just a story which nothing of meaning.

Stupidly I thought I couldn't move on, but TIME always be the best answer.
Stupidly I want to wait for that one in my whole life. Sooo stupid.
Stupidly I didn't want to open my life to another one.
But everything has changed. I have moved on. I'm not waiting for that one anymore. And I've opened my life for the best one.
Now, proudly I declare that I have moved on!!!